It has been one since I was living BIG devided life. Czech – Turkey, Turkey – Czech. Not able to leave my roots nor able to live without beeing expat. Everything has changes this autumn. I know I do not have to stop loving anything but have to concentrate on the life NOW. It is funny to learn all those lessons. To go through difficult emotions and unnecessary situations. Sometimes is good to stop beating the wall and accept the change. I had to change myself. What is essential, I am not changing! Like my love for both countries. Never ever. One step out, killing the dragon inside and seeing all the beauty…